A quiet joy.

I am constantly reminded through prayer that I will never be fulfilled by anything in this world. Happiness does not come from a life filled with appointments, tests, schedules and internships. Happiness does not come from reading books or drinking tea or even spending time with people. Happiness does not exist but something even better does...joy. Joy comes from a life of purpose in Jesus Christ.

I am remided of this when I think the "next thing" in life will be better. But, then summer comes and I no longer have any papers to write, tests to take or grades to stress about...but I am still not fulfilled. Last night I read the first few chapters in Romans and was encourged by a life of righteousness through faith. Christ gives me joy...joy in reading, in loving others and in loving Him. But the things of this world do not bring happiness in themselves.

I want to live a life of purpose. Looking back on this year I am reminded of my mistakes and failures that God turned into opportunities for growth and for purpose. I am nothing without Christ. When I am reminded of my true fulfillment, that is when I can find joy in reading a book for fun. I find joy in loving my family and giving to others. The world tells us to live for ourselves but selfishness only brings sadness. This summer I pray that my life is filled with purpose, growth and joy. I want to know God who gives me a desire to know other people.